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Be still, my son

You`re home

Oh when did you become so cold?

The blade will keep on descending

All you need is to feel my love



Search for beauty, find your shore

Try to save them all, bleed no more

You have such oceans within

In the end

I will always love you



The beginning.

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Sinora
15:38 Apr 16 2008

Nice.

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crimsonxxtears
15:53 Apr 16 2008

oh its not mine i wish it was its a piece of a good song that i like

i swear that song puts me to sleep when i hear it sung its like its sung by sirens

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Sparkle my scenery

With turquoise waterfall

With beauty underneath

The Ever Free



Tuck me in beneath the blue

Beneath the pain, beneath the rain

Goodnight kiss for a child in time

Swaying blade my lullaby



On the shore we sat and hoped

Under the same pale moon

Whose guiding light chose you

Chose you all





” I`m afraid. I`m so afraid.

Being raped again, and again, and again

I know I will die alone.

But loved.



You live long enough to hear the sound of guns,

long enough to find yourself screaming every night,

long enough to see your friends betray you.



For years I`ve been strapped unto this altar.

Now I only have 3 minutes and counting.

I just wish the tide would catch me first and give me a death I always longed for ”.

"Im God On Earth"

yeah right and I'm the fucking pope



and if jasons cousins bothers me one more time i'm going to jail for assult i dont care he needs to leave me alone.



i dont bother him but he wont leave me alone. today i finally told him to drop dead

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Sinora
16:53 Apr 14 2008

And did he ? lol

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crimsonxxtears
21:38 Apr 14 2008

sadly no he didn't i was actually embarrassed i was telling a friend what he did while walking to class and calling him a rude selfish centered son of a bitch and he was right behind me and he goes oh wow thats what u really think of me and he starts his bullshit again.



in a way i was embarrassed but i wanted to slug the weasel hes a jerk

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After everything went wrong I took my glasses to Ms. Hawarii's classroom and asked her if I could keep them there and she said yes. As she was talking to me Clayton comes up beside her and starts waving and smilng at me. He puts his arm over Ms. Hawarii and smiles and nods up at me and grins.

He looked as if he was gunna do the same thing to me but when I handed her my glasses and he heard her say there gunna be in her desk cabniet and to not forget them he tapped his head.

I have no earthly clue why but that made me smile and cheer up a lil and made some of the anger die down just him being a dork was enough to make me smile.

Remind me to give Clayton a cookie

Watch today at lunch hes gunna be a huge dork steal Kyles truck and race Blondie aqain...its weird but hes being so much nioer to me. He talks to me as if we've been friends since the first day I met him and then sometimes he goes back to his cold macho ways and is a complete jerk *sighs* I guess thats Clayton for ya sweet and funny side and jerk and macho side.

At least today he cheered me up and he didnt even know it



I just hope today gets better if today gets worse I might just take my car and drive off without a liscensed driver with me to somewhere and me alone for a few hours.

I dont know what I need anymore

Do you?